Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Unbreakable

I love the art of film for so many reasons. Sometimes the reason is because I find a reflection of my life inside., like it was meant just for me.

I watched Unbreakable last night, which has stuck with me since I first saw it 11 years ago.

David Dunn has extraordinary powers that he slowly discovers. He talks about being haunted by sadness throughout his life.

“This morning was the first morning that I can remember that I didn't open my eyes and feel sadness. Do you know what I'm talking about? That little bit of sadness? I thought the person that wrote that note had an answer for me. For why I survived that train. For why my life feels so out of balance...”

And later:

“And that little bit of sadness in the mornings you spoke of? I think I know what that is. Perhaps, you're not DOING what you are SUPPOSED to be doing.”

I’ve been thinking a lot about how much of life is wasted being afraid of what’s inside us. For the first time I’m feeling like I’m not afraid to do what it is I’m supposed to do. And terrifying as it is, that little bit of sadness is starting to lift. I can’t believe how good that feels.